Come back to me

 Why have you gone? Why did you stop contact? Why did we stop getting together? I ache for you. I cry and feel myself being torn apart and dying inside. I've become inconsolable. I can't help bursting into tears. Where are you? I desperately need you? I wanted only you. I miss you so much. You were and are, the only one I ever wanted to open up to, and who I wanted to love me. You are the only one I ever wanted to hold me, to touch me, to kiss me. I yearn for your kiss and your arms around me. I miss how you put your chin on my shoulder, hold me tighter and I'd feel you breathe and laugh in my ear. I miss how you'd pull your strong beautiful arms tighter around me. I miss you holding my hand, playing with my fingers with your beautiful hands. I miss the way you looked, I miss the way you smelled, the way you dressed, your smile, your laugh. I miss you so much, that it has torn my heart in two. Never to love again. You acted so very happy and interested... I start to reciprocate the feelings back and....here we are. I'm lucky if I get a text. But that's after minutes, hours and days of waiting. I wait for any form of contact from you. And cry until I do. Missing you and everything, plus the waiting to hear back from you is killing me. My broken heart I fear will never heal. "...I always got by on my own...and now it chills me to the bone. How do I get you alone?..." I admit it.....I love you. I can't go on with out you. I'm dying inside.... Please come back to me, come back