Born to be real

I really struggle with this. I know it's true ... but no matter how hard I try, I can't fully convince myself.

I am barely starting to accept my body. I'm on the road to self acceptance. I'm never going to look the way everyone else says looks perfect, gorgeous and attractive. Which cripples me still most days. But I'm getting better. I am trying my best, with what I have. I hope someone will love me the way I am. And over look everything I lack. I know that I need to be that person... But I yearn for love from another...